I decided to defer medical school & go travelling for a year. Ever since I could remember I had this burning desire in me to travel the world, experience new places, go to exotic countries. So I deferred med school & broke up with my boyfriend.

While working to save up for travelling, I kept partying & met a new boyfriend. This relationship was fun & exciting & full of passion - everything my previous relationship wasn't. We partied together & took lots of drugs. We were obsessed with each other. I was far from bored in this relationship, but the excitement & obsession turned into toxicity & there were lots of fights. We triggered the fuck out of each others wounds & neither of us knew how to handle it. He spoke to me in very unkind ways, he would yell & shout & blame me for everything. My life became an obstacle-course of trying to avoid things that would make him angry. When he did get angry I would shut-down & withdraw & that triggered him even more. We were stuck in a trauma loop.

Eventually we broke up & I found myself travelling Europe alone while processing the break up. I kept travelling the world - everything I wanted, but I still felt alone. I clung to people I met. I moulded myself to fit in. I was self-conscious & insecure. You wouldn't have seen it from the outside but I was still unhappy deep down.

After over a year of travel I came home. I started a yoga teacher training at Essence of Living. Slowly things were starting to unravel for me. Though I still put pressure on myself, felt like I had to be the best, & worked myself into the ground, I was slowly becoming aware of & unravelling my programming.

I got in another relationship - this time with a beautiful spiritual boy. Though there was no toxicity & he was a beautiful soul, we also activated each others wounds: I had anxious attachment & he had avoidant attachment. I was always chasing his love, attention & validation (from a place of lack, as in, I didn't love or validate myself, I didn't know how) & so he felt smothered.

I started taking online courses on self-love, confidence, sensuality, psychology, neuroscience, trauma, mindset, dance, energetics, manifestation... I was obsessed. I went deep into my own healing journey. I uncovered patterns & wounds. I processed, I released, I reprogrammed. I worked with psychologists, counsellors, coaches, mentors, healers. I binge-read books, & binged self-development podcasts. Anything I could get my hands on.

When that relationship came to a close I let myself fall fully apart. I felt the depths of my pain - and of the previous 2 breaks-ups & my dad leaving me all at once. It was a deep dark night of the soul. I used all the tools I had. I created my own tools. And I deeply learnt to feel, process, & release emotions, trauma, fears & limiting beliefs. I learnt to hold myself. I learnt that I've got me. That I'm safe with myself. I gained my power. I learnt to fully love myself. It was during this break-up that I created Alchemy. I unravelled my previous relationships & found the medicine in each. I chose differently for my next relationship. I decided I was never going to feel the way I felt in those relationships ever again. I raised my mother fucking standards - A LOT - by learning to love myself. I finally stepped into my worth.

I'd started my business a few years back & that continued to be a portal for my deepest healing & evolution, for aaaaaall my wounds to be revealed, triggered & alchemised: high achiever & perfectionist tendencies... abandonment wound... the need to feel chosen & validated to feel like I was enough... It's been the PERFECT platform to heal all my shit!!! So whatever fears, insecurities or limiting patterns you're moving through... I've probably alchemised them within myself! I GOTCHU BOO

Fast forward 5 years from starting my business and here we are. Having done more courses than I can count & having alchemised countless personal triggers, challenges & internal crises... Here we are!

I'm in a beautiful relationship with a beautiful man, with open communication, where I feel so loved, so supported, so adored. I genuinely fucking love myself. I deeply know my worth. I feel safe within myself to be my full self (most of the time). I feel empowered & a deep inner strength within myself. I love to express, & dance, & exude my sensual Seductress energy. I mostly feel confident, radiant, free, & on fucking fire. And when I don't I know how to bring myself back. And I help women feel this way every day of my life. And that is the absolute fucking best feeling ever.